I've probably never mentioned this, but I have a tendency to chortle deviously when I realize something horrible about the world/my situation/other people. It really isn't something I can control without concentrating on it really hard, and it's one reason I'm glad I don't share a room with someone (I tend to let it all out right before I go to sleep. Sometimes minutes on end). It's not a very pleasant giggle either, but a maniacal half whimper that sort of bUrsts from my lungs without warning.
I bring this up because recently whenever I've realized a girl was flirting with me I've had to run away and literally take a moment to compose myself.
I wonder if this is because I'm leaving on my mission soon...
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