Omnisong

This world has nothing to do with anything!
you're here to make you make yourself
while it makes itself for cheap as free!

To have it all and lose it all
is nothing unless you want it all
and greed like that
is highly frowned upon
in the Real world

All is fair in love and war
and anything with cheese
unless you take the pickles out
then its a crappy hamburger

DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME
you will only hurt yourself
I've done it plenty of times
hurt myself I mean
I'm not trying to be the best
just the best that I can be
and maybe only maybe then
can I do something for you

I have danced the tango
the tango I have danced
I have eaten mangoes
with mangoes I have danced
With-
out a sense of encouragement
but don't dare try to hate
I try and then I try
and then I try and then I try
and then I try and then I try
and then I'm late.
Great.


DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME!
you will only hurt yourself
I've done it plenty of times
hurt myself I mean
I say I could be perfect
You say that I'm a dork
If your right, why am I smiling?
my smarts float like a cork!
I

DON'T

WANT to hate you
but you try to hate yourself
how can I love someone who WANTS to rot up on their shelf?

THIS WORLD HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH NOTHING
your life has everything to do with something

Random makes the world go round
money just makes it look sort of sound
Money is so funny
you know I'm right 'cause it rhymes!!

breaking the system breaks yourself
Now, breaking yourself builds you up
Unless you break the system
Yes, The system kills the weak
because the system makes us break
But we all hate ourselves anyway
what difference does it make?

The more dizzying the intellect
the more interesting I seem
the more logical I say something
the more I tear your seams
OR?
can I say that you don't know?
I don't know myself
I try to myself
I pretend to myself
I don't really hate myself
yet to myself I lie
why?

DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOURSELF
you'll only hurt someone
I've done it many times
hurt someone I mean

These are a few of my favorite things
they're here to make me laugh
when you laugh at me and over me
and next to me, I laugh with me
but you don't laugh at laughing
you laugh at the pain you give
I laugh at the pain I give myself
not that kumquats can do that sort of thing, right?

Laughing is there to relieve the pressure
of stress of stress of hurt
When you laugh to hurt others
your breaking the system.
The system builds us up when we break ourselves
To break this system is to give ourselves
THE INCURABLE CANCER OF THE SOUL

DON'T TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME
or why I laugh at jokes
I've done it plenty of times
laugh at jokes I mean

To relate everything with nothing
Is to relate everything with something
for nothing at that moment is something
now, something can be anything
and anything is a piece of everything
nothing=everything
*when wearing Einstein glasses

True nothing happens nowhere
though my computer says
it happens anywhere
or everywhere
I wonder how that works

Does your mind make up your words?
Mine doesn't
Mine doesn't mind though
I leave it up to the
one no one sees
but still seems to believe
or at least believes in the lack thereof

When I hope someone reads this
its only for my pride
at least that's what my tomato says
I have not tomato'd
I lied.

This world has everything to do with everything!

Oh Deary me

Well you know that I'm a loser 'cause my wounds are self inflicted
and I know it's unproductive to be judging and indictive
but I'm falling down this hole again just like I had predicted
and no matter what I do I simply
can.
not.
seem.
to.
STOP
So back when I was young
I had a whiny little song
about a girl inside my head
and how I wished that I was dead
but then I opened up my eyes and saw
that everybody else
was just as freaking dumb
as me so now I
just
don't
care
But that's a lie.
I always will
and I don't know why
oh crap.
I didn't mean to rhyme
that time.


hehe

GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS

My brother just found a great sale on these trading cards that aren't sold anywhere else! XD he bought a box of Ten decks (roughly fifty(?) cards each) and sent them to my place 'cause he's nice like that (and his fellow marines would probably make fun of him :P)

on the blue note
something's wrong with my job. I haven't been paid for over two weeks now, and I can't get a hold of the person in charge of giving me money!! :( that sucks.

I also did something REALLY stupid the other day that has made my life a lot harder. I'm not really going to go into it, but it's just one of those things you promise yourself you'll never do... then one day you suddenly find yourself doing it?
BLARG.


Life still isn't particularly interesting, but Maybe some of these photo's will make this blog worth it to you readers:

If only

An advertisement for a show I was in :)






I know ghostbusters is pretty old and all, but this is actually really funny






YAY!!

Huh.

It's kinda been a while, I 'Spose. Not that nothing has happened, or that I have lost interest in blogging. I just haven't in a while.
Work is still cool somehow, but they say it's going to get exponentially more hectic as halloween approaches. Bring it on, I say.

I've got a musical performance coming up this wednesday. Wee

Holy crap. I am Theriouthly Boring MYTHELF right now. Sorry guys.

Maybe you should comment. Yeah, you in the back there that never says anything. Say something deep that we can expound upon and possibly re....


re....


......re....

what the heck is that word? Re....consider? no... re...jeepers!.................um.... Re... REEEEWHAT!!!?


......




maybe we can see it in a different light. reevaluate? no.... Review? no... Well Butter my bunions! I'm as stumped as a squirrel in a blender! O.o


maybe I should go to bed.

Alma 29

O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the trump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people!
2 Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and come unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth.

3 But behold, I am a man, and do sin in my wish; for I ought to be content with the things which the Lord hath allotted unto me.

4 I ought not to harrow up in my desires, the firm decree of a just God, for I know that he granteth unto men according to their desire, whether it be unto death or unto life; yea, I know that he allotteth unto men, yea, decreeth unto them decrees which are unalterable, according to their wills, whether they be unto salvation or unto destruction.

5 Yea, and I know that good and evil have come before all men; he that knoweth not good from evil is blameless; but he that knoweth good and evil, to him it is given according to his desires, whether he desireth good or evil, life or death, joy or remorse of conscious.

6 Now, seeing that I know these things, why should I desire more than to perform the work to which I have been called?

7 Why should I desire that I were an angel, that I could speak unto all the ends of the earth?

8 For behold, the Lord doth grant unto all nations, of their own nation and tongue, to teach his word, yea, in wisdom, all that he seeth fit that they should have; therefore we see that the Lord doth counsel in wisdom, according to that which is just and true.

9 I know that which the Lord hath commanded me, and I glory in it. I do not glory of myself, but I glory in that which the Lord hath commanded me; yea, and this is my glory, that perhaps I may be an instrument in the hands of God to bring some soul to repentance; and this is my joy.

10 And behold, when I see many of my brethren truly penitent, and coming to the Lord their God, then is my soul filled with joy; then do I remember what the Lord has done for me, yea, even that he hath heard my prayer; yea, then do I remember his merciful arm which he extended towards me.

11 Yea, and I also remember the captivity of my fathers; for I surely do know that the lord did deliver them out of bondage, and by this did establish his church; yea, the Lord God, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, did deliver them out of bondage.

12 Yea, I have always remembered the captivity of my fathers; and that same God who delivered them out of the hands of the Egyptians did deliver them out of bondage.

13 Yea, and that same God did establish his church among them; yea, and that same God hath called me by a holy calling, to preach the word unto this people, and hath given me much success, in the which my joy is full.

14 But I do not joy in my own success alone, but my joy is more full because of the success of my brethren, who have been up to the land of Nephi.

15 Behold, they have labored exceedingly, and have brought forth much fruit; and how great shall be their reward!

16 Now, when I think of the success of these my brethren my soul is carried away, even to the separation of it from the body, as it were, so great is my joy.

17 And now may God grant unto these, my brethren, that they may sit down in the kingdom of God; yea, and also all those who are the fruit of their labors that they may go no more out, but that they may praise him forever. And may God grant that it may be done according to my words, even as I have spoken. Amen.

graveyard number the next one!

The novelty of living nocturnally amidst a diurnal community has yet to lose its appeal :) Though I'm not gonna lie, it's been messing with my mind quite a bit...
And I also haven't had much time for other people, which really isn't anything new after one starts working full time, but i am still saddened :(


But life is good. I bought a new pair of pants and two new shirts... I'm trying EVER SO HARD not to buy this Odatchi (Choken? Nodatchi? extra long Katana?) I found at the mall but it's SO BEAUTIFUL!!

Yeah, I'm a martial weapons fanatic (like my brother before me) weapons, bugs, music, ballroom dance.

BEETS.
BEARS.
BATTLE STAR GALACTICA.

Well... That's all I got right now... Oh ps: the yellow rockstar is really good :) and much healthier than other energy drinks (i'm pretty sure? I shouldn't pretend to know I 'spose..)
Anyway

Have a good day today ok!?

Graveyard shift Day one

changing my internal clock is a work in progress, but I think I'm adjusting fast enough. Noon here is four Thirty a.m. for me. I go to bed at Ten thirty at the same time high-school girls are waking up at six to start on their hair. The sun sets at one pm, about the same time I go to work :) It's a fun game.

I've been kinda slacking off on my appointments like Voice lessons and therapy, but to be fair, neither of them are talking to me either. I went to the mall and bought some new shirts yesterday too :P I didn't want to but they were just SO adorable! XD I couldn't resist.

O.o

Anyway. So yeah. Work rocks, I'm making lots of money, Oh! and I played a show at a new venue the other day! THAT was cool :) We didn't do very well:(, but I had a great time, and the audience seemed entertained?

BLAH BLAH BLAH

STUFF STUFF STUFF

Pictures

Yeah, I'm one of those hoping for a zombie apocalypse. But only because it's.. better.. than nuclear holocaust, meteors, the Yellowstone volcano, or the sun exploding, right? At least you can have a little fun with guns... and... the weather would still be nice...

Hahaha!- O.O ...>.>...hehehe X3

Grr. If my computer wasn't BROKEN I would have posted more, but alas poor Yorrick! :( I knew him well.

WEE!