It's described as a hollow feeling, though I disagree when they add "like someone ripped out your heart". More like you never had one to begin with. Just a shell with a black hole trying to suck your ribs in. I don't want to eat. I don't want to sleep or move or think. It feels like a sin against nature that I even exist, that I have connection with the world at all. I am completely helpless to this gloom- oh, there are pills, exercises, meetings, books, but in the end, The only cure is time.
They say everyone feels like this from time to time. It's worse for some then for others. I guess it's just a chemical shortage in the brain.
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